I had the strong feeling of being a victim during the episodes of depression. In summary, I can say Johannes explained me that it’s a learned behavior. He led me into a hypnosis, as an experience to explore about this. There I could see my past from a distance. My former and my present self where connected in a mysterious way. It’s amazing how the inner child still influences the way I act in certain situations although my present self would usually react in a different way.
The past is over! With my present self I am able to manage that situation in another way. I recommend Johannes and his psychotherapy. He was very gentle and reliable with me and he encouraged me.